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Too much | Not enough

Amanda Jeffrey Season 11 Episode 8

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There’s a darkness that comes before the truth.
A quiet, relentless ache that tells you something in your life is no longer yours to carry.

I felt it growing under my skin. Not pain — recognition.
A knowing I kept outrunning.

The truth is guttural:
I wasn’t dying from what I lacked.
I was dying from what I refused to feel.

I kept calling myself “too much” to survive the places where I was never met,
never seen, never touched in the way my soul needed — not my body, my soul.

And then something cracked.
Not open — out.

The part of me I buried to stay small dragged itself back to the surface with a clarity I couldn’t unhear:

You abandoned yourself.
And you’re done doing that now.

This episode isn’t a confession.
It’s a reckoning.
A descent into the part of me that knew long before I admitted it:

I cannot be fulfilled where I must disappear to be loved.

If you’ve ever stood in the dark and realised the only person who can bring you back to life is you, this is the echo of that moment.

Not the rise.
Not the rebirth.

The return.

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